Role Model

Stop asking questions
before you get the truth.
Kill the problem
before you get to the root.
Run away like you always do
role model.

Live through me
try to fix my mistakes
that you made in your past history.
Gee thanks
as if I didn't have enough pressure.
But then again,
nothing can measure to just how hard your life is.

Ruin my life
before it even really starts.
Leave me aloneon a shelf
for the world to see
as if I was a piece of art.
Now that wasn't nice,
where is your heart
role model?

Drink up another bottle of vodka or wine
and wipe my tears away
as you say "this is the last time"
when you know you said that the time before this.
Yeah, go and drink some more alcohol
drink your heart away
so you won't feel at all.

Smoke another cigarette
and kill what's left of your lungs
slowly taking your life away
leaving your conscience hung
next to your soul in your closet of sins
falling under the influence again.

Let us alone to hit the brick wall
as you back away and fall
off the bridge
leaving us to lick out wounds again.

I won't tell them your name.
I have too much shame
to admit that your mine.
But I will say goodbye to you one last time.

One day soon
you'll feel the guilt and the pain
because I didn't do anything
and all I did was love you

my little role model.