Friday, July 31, 2009

Love...I Guess

He tells me
he loves me
and all I can do is run
away
far away
in the opposite direction
like I always do
sprint away
like a deer caught in head lights
like the coward that I am.

My love is only temporary
no one can keep it forever.
Bought
Sold
And maybe traded.
But no keepsakes

I don't know how to love
how to give 100% of myself away
not just half.
I like to keep some to myself
a small piece
that no one can ever change
one foot out of the door
so I can run before it closes
and locks me in forever.

Forever is a long time to be wrong.
I don't want to make any mistakes.
I'm not ready for forever.
i'm not ready to surrender

2 comments:

Shanika said...

wow, this was really good.
i could connect to this peom b/c i often feel the same way.
Also really good use of similies and metaphors.
-Shanika

Anonymous said...

its really good and you can tell you were really personal with this poem. its beautiful and i can really relate with it. =]